From the Vaults: I Can See the Black of Night Through my Window Pains…

By Eeez

GG

All cried out
You took a whole lot of loving for a handful of nothing
All cried out
It’s hard to give you something
When you’re pushing and shoving me around
-Wumpscut

Everytime I think about him, my blood turns black like midnight.
You’d think that if you gave someone your heart and soul, they wouldn’t rip it out and then jump up and down on it like it’s just some kid’s trampoline.
He has taken everything from me, and now what remains is only emptiness and sorrow…

I am so sick of everything. Last night I was supposed to go to the movies just me and Daemon, and then when I got there, he’d brought Lilith and Gabriel with him. I mean, it was ok to see everybody and stuff, I was just hoping that D and I could be alone.

I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.

Why are you doing this to me?

I found a new eyeliner that I really like by Revlon. It’s actually a pencil but it doesn’t smudge a lot like the last one I had. I kind of hate supporting major corporations and I feel like a really big hypocrite for even buying it, but hypocricey is just inevitable in this world.

Anyway I’ll write more later. I kind of hate media right now.

You know you hate me,
XoXo,
Gothic Girl

Posted by Eeez | ARTS | Friday November 21, 2008 9:44 pm |

3 Comments »

  1. Comment by iLLogicaL — November 24, 2008 @ 12:49 pm

    What is this??? So confused…

  2. Comment by Eeez — November 24, 2008 @ 12:58 pm

    Haha. Probably should’ve included a disclaimer. It’s a joke journal entry I wrote for old steeez pretending to be teenage goth, in the style of gossip girl(ish).

  3. Comment by iLLogicaL — November 25, 2008 @ 7:28 am

    lol, hypocrisy is inevitable, drowning in a sea of revlon sorrow…take me away, calgon, you bubbly whore of babylon.

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